emo :: mood swings

Sunday, October 28, 2007, 6:56 PM

Blog Changed

Hi Friends,
If you happened to come,
I had Changed My Blog, My New Blog uniform resource locator, http://aselfrealization.blogspot.com

see you guys! ^^

Wednesday, August 22, 2007, 6:37 PM

-Collections- VS -Appearance Change-

Recently, i went to pack my cupboard and threw away lots of clothes which i don't wear.. Threw away some jeans that was new but out dated, as my mum think that it's a big big waste so we packed those clothes up either to donate or to give to others. While i was packing, i saw some of my clothes that i wore from CCA last time, actually took some pictures of them. And had flash back of how my passion for my CCA(Chinese Orchestra) grew, and those times my friends and i had and the friends i had now...

my First Serangoon sec CO T-Shirt

my First serangoon secondary POLO-Shirt

This was when i went for an audition in annual music camp and got in.. And i gotten this T-shirt from them.. lots of things happen during this period too..

As SrsCO evolved.. Reaching Secondary4 we had our new design.. and this is our new CCA Shirt!

After which we graduated and leave srsco and came back as alumni and this was our shirt design.. Currently, alumni of srsco is are not active at all...

Guess it was becoz, srsco is falling apart?
I really hope alumni of srsco who happens to read my blog, that AFTER EXAM, must be after exam, maybe we help out again to bring up the glory of srsco again.
I maybe working, however i will try very hard to put in time to call or ask how is srsCO and see the days i can to help out and i know some of you out there are not working maybe can put in time and a little effort too.

Well, as my passion for CO grew.. when i was like sec3 going sec4 i guess... i went to join CSCO.. initially i was coping like mad and wanted to give up.. however, i told myself, "without challenge i will not climb to a greater height"... so i treat it as a challenge to me, and fought all the way to now...

I've been a member of CSCO (Echoes Of The Valley Chinese Orchestra) for 3 over years...

Whether to stay and continue down this path??... i dun know too...

When i first got in i got this t-shirt.. (Xia shi qin Cao di), i was coping madly while practising the music...

Next is.. (10years memories thingy.. opps i forgotten what is this concert about.. =x )

I was already in Cs for about 2years when i got this shirt...

and the shirt i got now... was the recently concert... (conductor exchange with hu bin xu laoshi)

that was how i grew in Chinese Orchestra and got more closer to it.... A taste of memories while packing my cupboard...

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Well well, recently i went to cut my hair.. shorter than before... and i got a newer appearance... so not like mi... dun like my new hair... eeeyerr....

This was the pic i took before i cut my hair....

AWWWW.. sad... nvm i will build back my hair style again..!!! all becoz of that stupid exam!!! haiz....

JYJY for exams my friends who read this post!!! ^^

-The end-

Monday, July 30, 2007, 10:16 PM

My opologies

Sorry bloggy friends.. sorri for not updating.. i am too busy wit project.. lots of dust flying at my blog now.. -_-" just stress.. sorri... once all my stuffs are done i will continue to blog... so sorri... will share wit you all juicy stuffs nx time.. ^^

Thursday, July 12, 2007, 11:38 AM

HEY ALL MY BLOGGER FRIENDS

SO SORRY THAT I DIDN'T UPDATE.. RECENTLY MY COMPUTER AT MY HOUSE WAS BURNT (CAO TA).. SO CANNOT UPDATE..
TO ESP: SOH HUISHAN, SEAH XINXIAN, ANGIE GOH, LI LIYI, NURSE AMELIA, DANIEL TAN, GENEVIENE TAY, THOR JIAWEN, ALEX SHIEH,TOH HONGYI, VIVIAN KOH, DEREK NEO, NYPCO FRIENDS.. AND ALL PPL WHO TAG MY BOARD.. PLS CONTINUE TO TAG MY BOARD AND KEEP IT ACTIVE SO THAT HOR.. WHEN MY COMPUTER IS OK, I CAN REPLY YOU ALL.. AND KNOW WHAT IS HAPPENING, WHEN I AM AWAY...
FOR 2WEEKS TIME LIKE THAT I WONT BE AROUND.. AS MY COMPUTER IS BEING FIXED DURING THIS FEW WEEKS.. THAT STUPID PEOPLE WHO FIXED MY COMPUTER DIDNT COME LEH.... SIANZ...
blogging from school of IT.. (nyp)..

Saturday, June 23, 2007, 5:05 PM

Hey YO!

Hey YO guyz!! i will be oversea for these 9 days.. so wont get to blog or update myself.. i will be flying off tonight 23June2007.. take really good care of yourself buddies!!! will be back at 2July07 ^^... flying off to sydney... TAKE CARE!!! ^^ will miss all of you all who read my blog!!!

Raymond says: "Take care buddy! ^^"

Saturday, June 16, 2007, 1:41 AM

A trip...

Maybe i was too tired, when i was taking a bath just now, i actually took the face form and apply them on my body... -_-"

Went to School for project today.. did not really get anything done during the project.. so i went to the Orchestra to meet my friend after that, as they will accompany mi to go submit a Form to "ngee Ann Kongsi" hoping to get that award.. cause got $$ lol... This are some photos taken during Orchestra...

Look at how Xinger at the right is so serious teaching Sherryl Soh at the left...

Gals playing percussion, wow, so cool!! haha

So Sherryl, Liyi and Wanyi, accompany me to submit the form... That place was located at somewhere near Dhoby and they had to accompany to walk to that place under the hot sun.. so i had to thank them sincerly for their effort... ^^ lol..

Next we went to plaza Sing... and decided to watch movie.. however lik ended up going to Singapoer river, sit down and chit chat.. it was really quite a nice day... However, we really walk alot today and talk alot... This whole day lasted from.... about 1530 till 2300.. wow it was long!!

Here are some picz we took... at Co and at the Plaza Sing.. looks quite stupid...

She look so -_-" in that "earPhone" and still wan mi to take her photo..

And HERE are CO picz... Photo Gazing....

Wanyi and Mi..

ER Mei Jie and Mi

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Eunice and mi...

Liyi and mi de pic is on her digital cam.. lol...

a.... ok that should be all for todae.. good nite.. and thank you friends for accompanying mi todae!! ^^

Monday, June 11, 2007, 11:24 PM

Happi Ending?

Having a very terrible time planning the intensive music training camp proposal.. at last today is the last day of the camp.. and all had end... despite very little ppl cooperate with mi in this camp, and i felt so useless as this camp but i am still relieve and happy that i had clear one stuff.. to mi this camp was consider not quite successful, felt useless as many do not want to follow my timetable which i planned for so long.. but what can i do, it's their choice. no matter what they do, as long as all members of NYPCO are happy and that they are consistent in music i am happi ler ^^... another thing i felt so useless is that, why do i get so afraid when it is a solo part i am playing.. why?!!.. why i can't play the solo well.. after 3yrs of practise in erhu.. i still can't do well.. Looked down on myself... wasted my family's money in erhu personal lesson.. maybe just lik what my friends said, i am just plain stupid.. LOL.. thats why i played so lousy in solo... and get so nervous when playing solo.. useless... just to tell my dearest friends who read my blog post.. i am not emoing or what in this post.. this is purely just how i felt bout myself.. ^^.. felt so much better letting it out.. may not get the time to update again.. maybe? may be not...

Saturday, June 09, 2007, 12:48 AM

New SOngs

This is quite an old songs by a band A1... I quite like this song.. so would like to introduce this song to people who comes to my blog.. just click at the link "Old School Shoes Links" go under music player and play.. ^^ hope you guys like it.. ^^

Friday, June 08, 2007, 12:39 AM

A request By a Friend ^^

here a request from you to show you.............. a pic that i want to descript myself.. LOL..

lol.. dun mind ar.. haha... ^^

Wednesday, June 06, 2007, 11:49 PM

reply to a person...

JUST SHUT THE FK UP!